People will not stop till they break you down to try to feel better about themselves when no one is even judging them, but their own self.
The road to accepting and loving yourself is one of the harder paths to go down, but once you do there’s a peace and tranquil feel you find in your heart; the spiritual fruit that is heavenly. Once you get it, keep eating it for soul, it keeps you grounded even of times of waves throwing you about. The waves will settle, they always do, patience till they calm. Fruit of the soul, keeps you cool. Breathe.
Its crazy and can be super painful at times, but even though people will break you; its only the end to that story. A new one will come when its right, time certainly heals all wounds. A lesson I should already know, always follow your gut instinct; dont let yourself get tied up in the words of others that dont have actions to go along with it. It sucks to let go and walk away; but god and the universe has something better lined up once you cleanse yourself of the sadness. Dont hold it in; cry, scream, shout, vent to someone, however you can release the emotions from yourself then you’ll start to break from what’s no longer good for you. Prepare yourself for what you long for and don’t settle; what you need is out there you just have to be patient.
#findinglove #myjourney #lettinggo #soulcleansing #startingfromscratch #😀
my future with what and who I’ve had and currently do have, myself and my dreams. I’m dying to have a family, but trying to find that tomorrow isn’t going to happen. I need to start putting my dreams into action and the man I dream of will come with it, and when he’s in my present, I will actually be in his present. My dream (so I don’t forget and let myself get distracted by men who end up putting me off), get certified to teach English as a second language and complete that course overseas. I can temporarily live somewhere else while endulging in another culture. With a secret desire to fall in love with a foreign man.
#dreams #pursuingmylife #nomorenegativity #findinglove #someonesfirstchoice #loveovermaterialthings
and words are empty. You keep secrets, leave my heart hurting and demand I stay loyal to you when you cant offer loyalty back. Im done, walking away, washing my hands clean of this. I deserve honesty, truth and a man that no matter what finds a way to make me feel safe. Any man that can look you in the eyes tells you he loves you deeply and then can easily sleep with another woman regardless of the circumstances, is no man that loves you, bottom line. If that doesn’t set off a red flag for a woman, then you might as well hang her on a shelf in the shed with the other tools. I cant and I wont be a tool to he hung. Theres plenty of men out there that can treat a woman good and not with deceit and games.
#findinglove #myjourney #lifegoeson #letgoofthenegative #heisnottheone
A woman will never take a chance at something with a man if hes not willing to take a chance on her.
#truth #findinglove #lettinggo #firstchoice #ideservetheworld
Be someone’s first choice, just for being me. It seems hopeless, and I’m always waiting around for a guy to be ready while they make promises of a future, just not now in the present. I’m like the back-up girl every time. Just wait while I do this or that, go here, see this person, do that. I repeat my cycle and I’m the one to blame for not seeing it sooner. Maybe my time for the right man just isn’t here yet. And I need to just live in my present and not theirs; worry about me until a man can meet my needs and I can meet his, that neither of us need to go anywhere else but to each other. Promises doesn’t exist because it already is in the present.
#myjourney #lovesomeday #findinglove #openingup
I feel like I’m ready to pack up and leave the states. I just don’t fit in here into this lifestyle and it’d help my overall state of mind daily if I felt like I belong here. Time to start not just thinking about leaving, but getting things in order and prepared so I can make this dream a reality.
#journeyoflife #findinglove #fittingin #lettinggo #followingmyheart